I can't

I guess you could say I've been squeezed dry, emptied out, dying to be with You again.We are world's apart, and nothing I ever do will change that! Im filthy and dirty and raggy. I can't offer anything that will ever add to you. Nothing I give will be a surprise, nothing I can bless Your name! My dance cannot fully express who You are! I cannot shape You with my words! But thats the beautty of it!
Because I only love You because You have loved me first! I am in the hands of a God that never fails....!
On my knees I beg You my Lord... Don't look upon me with love! Don't waste Your purity on me! I do not deserve!

I cannot move, the power of the Cross, No I DARE not move.. How can I do anything but stand, cry, bow, prostrate in utter awe? In entire shame and guilt. As I shiver and tremble in fear before a mighty God like Thee?
No, I dare not move!
What is my pride? What do I base my boastings on? Myself? I have only ever failed myself and others around me. I have never succeeded on my own! Can I be that foolish to think that I CAN?

Im am but a pale blue dot in the vast comsmos.. Cast out and suspended. Suspended in Your love! A pocket of undeserved blessings!
He Reigns, My God Reigns!