Sunday, April 30, 2006

ummm. You like so totally rock.
Really really.
YOu will always be first and most important i promise i promise.
Thanks for all. Thanks for the dance. Goodness. haha.
I can't express It Dad.
You own it man.
So just do Your thing and hold me through it all.

love love You. YOu You.

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Man.
Its rough.
Help to smoothen it.ok? Thanks.

I am still here.

Thursday, April 13, 2006

His Holy Swap

I can't write it babe.
I can't sing its full meaning.
I can't imagine it's full worth.
I can't appreciate its magnitude.

But I can try to.
I can cry it.
I can declare it.
And baby I can love it.

What You have done for me.

No no.. I've gotta do better.

Why?? ya/ why?? why on earth did YOu do it?? For me, the rest of this nasty hole?
When there is no way I could ever repay any of it. LIke zippo. I cant even repay a percentage of it, a piece of it. Now that is a mystery. A beauttiful one at that too.):
Well you are crazy. But thank you.. Teach me. Ya. Teach me. I need so much more.

fill it baby.
drown me man.
soak me.
then...
rescue me
love me
embrace me.
Thank you.

Ooo.. Its good dad. Its all good. Im soaking baby. Just soaking.
Bring it on.


You know what? Dad i realy can't do it. It's too much. too heavy.It would not do it credit, thats for sure.

WEll here is one thing. YOu rock my yellow socks!! Boy i love ya!(:

As always,
YOur baby girl

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

bottle them

My King, Bottle them
bottle these clear crystal drops.
keep 'em on that holy shelf.
hold close to Your beating heart.
Then pour it out clean and pure.
Flood me with the painted smiles.
I will then return to You the jumping and dancing.
All for You, My King
whoo hoo! i am going on a blogging spree!! sorry guys. i am like floodin ya.

simply singing along.
With those white flying things.
They love you, you know.
ya. They do.
I bet they getta joke with ya like all day.
I bet they make fun of me.
I bet they put invisible strings so i will fall sometimes.
cheeky things they are.
I love em anyways.
Cause they are white.
Cause you love them
i do love you
You know that don't you?
Oh sure.
You shoot me with those smiles all the time
You think it is gonna make me come
It works.
You win. I give up.
Dance with me??
Take me into the purple skies
and dye it with yellow.
twirl me around the daisies.
Hold me tight always.
Thats my gift to You, my King


so here i am. super happy. God's been the best. I miss you, whoever you are reading it. And i love you guys tons.

Myprayer

My Prayer
Chris Rice

Fresh page, new pen
Where do I begin
Words fail, tears come
I need someone
To take the thoughts I almost think
And carry them to God for me

Deep breath, exhale
Breathe in deeper still
Long sigh, I’m still numb
Is there anyone
Who can find the things I’m barely feeling
And give them wings beyond my ceiling?

Right heart, wrong place
It’s too far to outer space
Sorry, I forgot, You’re right here
I cup my hands around Your ear
I feel you smile, You feel my breath
You listen while I whisper non-sense

Simple exchange
Your will, I’m changed
And now my prayer ends
Thank You, Amen.